Yesterday was one of the hardest day to go through, I was totally running in amok as i was going through it...And to make things worse I was caught by the pressing sight of depression and uncontrolled emotions....
Explaining it would be time consuming and running it through it again would mean death to me (mentally). I dunno why I was caught by it.. maybe it's because I stopped thinking straight and making the wrong decisions...
I am a different man after the Depression hit me yesterday... This is all thanks to my twin and my best friend Alana who snapped me back into reality and making me think again.. Writing this is not easy for me as I tend to think about it too often at times.... The thing is when im depressed I tend to hurt myself and because of that my head hurts and god-damn its throbbing in there...
I shall not go back and next time I will be more careful on the emotions I come across and if not i might lead back at step one....
As for my feeling towards her, Its getting stronger but the time is nt right as she is taking her finals soon soo i dont wanna disturb her or anything....
After all tht have been said, Depression is hard to suppress and counter... soo better avoid at all times peeps..
STRONG FAITH, STRONG MIND!!!
depression come around a llot of times in life. its the fact that you are normal human beings and not wali allah or some sort that you are depressed. its completely normal. frequent depression is sumtimes good because in each and every time, you would know how to handle it better. and with that you'll become a better person.
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